i want to inspire someone.
inspiration.
"there's no i in inspiration"
you're damn fuckin' right, there isn't, there are 3.
cos it's a three way process, innit.
there's someone who inspires you; and then you inspire someone; and then they do.
hopefully.
one day, i want someone to tell me i've inspired them.
god, i'm so repetive, but this topic is on my mind so much.
not that anyone reads this anyway, haha.
so many things inspire me, it's ridiculous.
but gerard, i could write an essay tbh.
i actually think he's almost perfect.
i don't belive in perfection as a rule, but him...
the world needs more people like him.
brave, honest, beautiful (o.O)
ahhh what am i doing anyway?
i sound like a right twat tbh.

okay, here's a short list of things that inspire me atm:
gerard wayyyyy;
twilight;
vampires;
love;
punk;
this random girl i can't say the name of for fear of sounding like a freak.

i want to feel love; i really do.
i'm not naive, not at all, i hope, but i'm almost... half dead.
my life is so. boring.

nothing i have ever done is worth recording. i have accomplished nothing.
this sucks.